Ah Sweet Music to my ears.

So I have to start off by telling you all that if you haven't figured it out yet, I'm marrying a saint. I think it would be a bit of an understatement to say that lately, I haven't been the easiest person to be around. I've been well, a complete Debbie downer. I have been looking for work for almost two years. And lately, I will get an interview then never hear back from them. It is like that dreaded first date, where you thought it went really well. But the guy wasn't "ready to commit" which all us ladies really do know what they are saying when they tell you that one. "I'm just not that in to you." That is how my job search has gone. To sum it all in a nut phrase. Plus, there was this little thing called a case of cold feet. For some reason, I feel like this is the dirty secret of weddings. Or maybe it is all the couples that have been busting up all around us. Thank goodness, I had someone who turned to me and gave me a name for what I was feeling. Cold Feet. You see, I have been a bit hateful. And I am officially marrying a saint. Thank goodness, I met an amazing man who has the patience to put up with me while I'm stressing about the big changes that is happening in my life. He is just so good to me.

As far as the wedding planning. We have so much done that when the 3 month mark came to our wedding date. I can proudly say I didn't freak out. In fact, I'm excited... Just 3 more months and I get to be the wife of that wonderful man that I mentioned in the above paragraph. Even the Maid of Honours' dresses are in. So now we just have the music and ceremony to plan out which we are doing, the first weekend in March. Which my fiance and I have done a lot of ground work on the ceremony itself. I have just a few more things to iron out. Such as the favors. And the music to party down to at the reception. But I think we have decided what we are going to do for the favors, I just have to investigate the cost. But I truly feel that we have gotten to the fun part. I mean who doesn't like calling up the florist and saying... Is there anyway that I can come in for ideas and suggestions that you might have for the tables at the reception. Or pouring over music that has inspired many different generations to frame their wedding ceremonies. This part is beyond fun. This is where we get to see my vision of the theme come into play and make it happen. It is just so exciting. Then Yay!!! We will be ready for the wedding!!!! Wow, when did the time go? I can't wait to finish all those checks on my list from The Knot. It is going to be the best feeling. Well, second best feeling... I am thinking the best feeling will be those words at the end of the wedding ceremony. Introducing us to our guests as Husband and Wife. Humm.. I would say that is the most perfect way to end this post with that thought.